E and I walked 7 blocks down from Columbus Circle today to watch the Janesville Fire Department's live-burn training.
It was, in a word, sobering.
And not just the heat and the smoke and the amount of water flooding the street.
The whole experience was sobering.
Watching someone's formerly occupied home literally go up in flames, no matter how old or run down or empty it might have been, is just the oddest thing.
It rattles you, a bit.
Because it seems wrong.
Houses shouldn't burn. Roofs and chimneys shouldn't collapse. Streets shouldn't be clogged with smoke.
Or so your instincts are telling you.
But this is all on purpose. For a good purpose. For much needed training and experience for these Fire Fighters. But also, I think, for those of us watching it live, or on the news, or reading about it in the newspaper.
Fire is sobering. To see, first hand, what it is capable of, it's energy and nature and destruction, cannot help but stir within you a very deep respect.
This is nothing to mess around with.
I have always had admiration for what my husband and his co-workers do for a living.
This was different, though.
This wasn't knowing what they do. This was seeing it. And it looked miserable and draining and intense and suffocating and hot and wet and cold and, well, and sobering.